Boring life and broing mine

I am trying to write something that I really want to remember at the moment. However, I never know which part is more important in my boring daily life. Make a wish to get a easy life is such a impossible thing when every thing of my life treats me by a miserable way. I just can't take it! Turn on the radio and sit by the window. deep thinking about whatever I could be, but I am still the one who is difficult to be satisfied with his own life. Do I?